Day Fifteen

Today is a particularly hard day for me.  I've been home, sick, and pretty much unhappy with the way things are going.  But I guess these are the types of days I should be most thankful.  After all, that's kind of why I started this.

1.  I am thankful for text messaging.  I really didn't want to call in sick today.  I hate calling.

2.  I am thankful for all the movies on my laptop.  Tough day, didn't want to do much.  Movies aren't always the best thing for that, but today a movie helped.  I was having a really hard time being in my head today and it was nice to take a bit of a break.

3.  I am thankful that I see that I'm unhappy with the place I am in life right now.  Now I know I have to change it.

4.  I am thankful that I was able to have lunch with Meisha today.  It was nice.

5.  I am thankful for the talk I had with Meisah today.  It helped.

6.  I am thankful for the level of success I've experienced so far in my career.  I'm not feeling like I've accomplished much in life today, but looking back on the things I've done and created, I feel OK.  Not fantastic, but at least OK.

7.  I am thankful for my feelings.  They are there to help me with tough life decisions.  I know if I paid more attention to them, a lot of my decisions would be easier.

8.  I am thankful for Meisha's patience and understanding.  I feel like I've really strung her along over the last several years chasing whatever it is I've been chasing.  I love and apprecitate her for sticking through all of it with me.

9.  I am thankful that I've only had 2 internet leads today.  It wouldn't have been a good day for a bunch to come through.

10. I am thankful that I get to see Meisha in 30 min or so.  I'm really looking forward to just being with her tonight.